Numb
I love the numb..
The non-remembering
The not remembering
The shuttering of thoughts... memories that won’t let go
I want them to go
To zip quickly away
So I can’t feel their moment, their import
So the residual detritus
Doesn’t taint every minute
Numbness is coping
When does the level of need abate
To where I don’t
Want
To feel so numb