What You Did

I've gotten over my intense anger,
but am still bewildered.
Why did you behave like you did?
What did I do to deserve such treatment?
Please tell me that it was due to intense guilt
and not because you're a deceitful, hateful person.
Guilt makes people act stupid-I know this.

If you're a loathesome monster,
wouldn't that sociopathic element be evident elsewhere?
There must be some semi-logical explanation for....
what you did. Help me rationalize it.
You have removed the last vestiges of faith I had in men.
The truth hurts. But at least I've remembered
to bring those walls back up. Thanks for reminding me.